part one-hate love

Love, that's the word i hated so much....not because ive been hurt before, it's just that i never had a chance to allow myself to get involve seriously in any love situation....hahahah....i dunno why the curse is with me....not that i dun believe in love but man to woman sort of relationships made me wanna to be seven foot underground......hahaha

Well....ya...honestly...ive been hurt before...or should i say...being dumped....sheeish....i hate the sound of being dumped....make me sooooo uselesss....I tried so many ways to avoid human contact especially guys, get dunk with my overload work-everything changes when i meet the social network.....mr FB....watelse...the most talking application on the net...nowadays.....even my mom had an FB account......wat is FB?do i need to explain.....?naah...i dun think so...social network means brouht u the social sort of meeting with frenz.....old ,new....doesn't make any difference as long as it involves in communication..in fact one way communication...hahaha

let's cut the crap.....back to the idea of love.......i lead a very happy life, a person with great sense of humour love to be around with my family...i was like...it so safe and comfortable to be around with them especially my mom.....so....after all the breaking hearts thingy....i never had a desire to fall deeply in lurve with other guys.....i said....by all means....it sucks.....the relationship......i guess.....